Back after sometime!!

Back on my page after long, a break which prolonged and gave way to laziness.Laziness to put down my thoughts, to let my wandering mind shape up some random figs of imagination and a "laidback" attitude.But, writing makes me realise the presence of other me, the conscience within, which speaks without fear,stupidest things,which carves thoughts out of nowhere, some part taken from anecdotes,some from imaginations and some from inputs scattered everywhere.Work is ok, up and down, life is cool,and no personal turmoils or problems brewing up.All the reasons to be contented.Working on one of the resolutions of the year, after all, feels good.Wish to take up some long thought of hobbies.Weather is awesome here,at nights especially.The beautiful wind , gracefully carrying the scent of the flowers,earth, water and life succeeds in creating the aura i love,an altogether different frame with nature,beauty and love blossom at their best.Makes me feel empty not to be enjoying the weather outside.A peek at window and the caress of the moist air, makes me feel like going out, sitting alone and think or remember things and smile at myself, others and all who are part of my lives in some way or other.Not being able to enjoy my walks, pressure aof work taking some toll, feels at times that i am missing a lot.Missing the connect which keeps me calm and is the reason for my contentment.But, this is transient,all will fall back in place,soon.

Walk to remember!!

Those red hibiscuses are calling me.The gust of air which i can sense and feel, as soon as i enter my room, by the singing windchimes, reminds me i need to be there.The silence and calm outside lets me wonder what is happening outside.While i lay in my room killing time,some part of me keeps me reminding that i need to connect with nature.That i need to take a walk on the lane that awes me once in a while, by the joy it showers,in the beautiful trees and air filled with scent of earth,with those red flowers spread carelessly ,as if welcoming me.My takeaways from an odd walk -Those leaves during the fall season, a puddle of water nearby,the sound of my footsteps on those dried leaves, the music on my earphones,the lady at one of windows,washing vessels,the end of the lane, the water dripping from some of the pots, frefilling the air with scent, remmeberance of gud things of the day,a smile,and a flushed mind.Love those red flowers which make me feel that love is around, make me feel the world of smiles and happiness does exist, the climbers in beautiful shapes,resembling hearts make me smile and think about happiness and dreams.I dont much believe in dreaming,though i cant resist some flashes of imagination, those hazy pictures with life all perfect, all my wishes fulfilled, a different world and so on...I sing with the music on earphones, and welcome pats of the beautiful air on my face,lifting me away from all worries that a typical monotonous life has to offer.At times, i wonder if it is really boring to be walking alone,thinking silly things and smiling at myself.And the next moment says,"probably not.More boring it is to be missing it"
I feel overjoyed by a walk which is the only connect with nature i have at present.Walking alone,or together, is so much fun.