Clueless!

There is something about this space,that keeps me calling over and again,true love maybe,because i start thinking about writing here,every now and then.They say,somethings are good,left in feelings or thoughts,not converted in words.But the urge to pile them on here,takes me on.A one on one conversation,where i can dump what i think/feel or maybe assume about situations,and then let go of those,making space for more sillier things in my small mind,over again.So, i just watched two typical latest hindi movies,about "love" of course. Probably,three.(Cocktail, Ek tha Tiger today and Barfi,last week).And i feel swayed by the thought of this "true love".I used to love the song "yaarian" but after the visuals,it seems more appealing.Anyways,true love,does it exist?How do you know in those few moments where your eyes meet with your "soulmate" and you decide that this is it?or do you?I call it destiny.Destiny,where you search yourself everyday,everywhere and as soon as you find slightest of your reflection and a figment of  acceptance of "who you really are " in someone,you feel that your search for that someone is done and over?Or you keep on reminding yourself over silly crushes and some coincidences,that "he" the one has not yet come,consoling your self till one day that "someone" arrives,and takes you away.Away from all the hullabaloo  of finding a hand to hold onto for life.In paths unknown,the one you are destined with for whole life, makes you learn what is it to be there all the time, and slowly,you fit yourself like a spring,moving back and forth,remaining at the stable state of peace,always.True love,is it just about two people admitting that they "like" each other,probably their appearances,accents or the way they look and behave matches the other,or is it the aftermath,the beyond where you learn to walk together? I wonder  how,in this world,millions of people,meeting randomly,in the slightest expected ways,turn up as soulmates and discover true love.Destiny,the act of fitting up.God knows,some things still do come from heaven,even if we fail to admit.
And i just believe we should thank him for every emotion he imbibes in us,love,pain,suffering,guilty coz ,somewhere these emotions,randomly create love,peace and most of all,create magic!!

Set the world on fire!!

Lets set this world on fire!!


Was looking for this song since a lot of days.It has got something that makes you feel upbeat,works for me.Pepped up!And i loved the lyrics too,they left me awed by the deeper meanings they hold.
There they go, my favourite lines:

"I know you're trying to forget but between the drinks and subtle things the holes in my apologies you know I'm trying hard to take it back so if by the time the bar closes and you feel like falling down I'll carry you home".

Carry me home,tonight.
 But you cant be on both sides of door at the same time,ironical.He can't be letting her drink and wait for her to carry her,in case she falls down.  
Ever wished you could be on the both sides? Both sides of personas,YOU and ME? At the same time,wonder.We would all have to be reflections then,reflection of each other.So that what goes,comes back.Similar feelings,same thoughts and similar actions.World would be so different then.

I wont give up-Jason Mraz

                                              
                                                       I wont give up!

Can't get enough of this song.Atleast for now.Amazing lyrics,touching video and i love the melody.Listening to the third time in a row,i wonder what makes the song so special."I won't give up on us ,even if the sky  get rough,i am giving you al my love,still looking on!"

The way the word "us" is used,gives this song a warmth and an instant,you feel like relating to it?Or do you?
True love.Period.
Commitment.Period.
Holding on.Period.
Falling upon.Period.

But you can't afford a period in the way you breathe,sleep and eat.Strange isnt it?Love,i see so many tales of love falling apart,all around,in bitter pieces,while some of eternal happiness and mush,here and there.And i wonder,is it the mind or the heart?Heart,probably or mind,or maybe both.Reflexes still work even if you are badly hurt in love,so mind alone may not be the culprit.Did someone say heart?Oh,how can you blame one,when most of the times,just when you managed to convince yourself,the mind stops working.
Complicated,isnt it?
Lets make it simple.
You just love yourself all the time and others are objects.You just do what you think is right.
So,its all about you.
So,never give up on "you" !!

Of keeping in touch!

There are certain times,you feel strange about the way you handle contacts(aka people who are forgotten just when you find your new worlds). And i feel weird at what i do myself too.I still have crystal clear memories of my own,of being with the most lovely friends at work,of the times we spent together,gossiping in cafeterias about who is going with whom,who is doing what and even a single leaf moving would be tracked,thanks to our discussions at breakfast. Well, we would,like many others in IT,talk at length about our disappointments with the system(read the lead and the management) and the way things are being handle out there,the way they could have been better if Mr X would have been handling the team than Ms Y.High end stuff,we could just help them develop a sound framework of "efficient" people,given the chance for that matter.But as it is to no opinions about opinions,we would dwell in our own little world of happiness and carefreeness which the lower levels in the ladder of success,ah or  management meant.Well, i bragged too much about work.Now it is to people who i have cared for,who have made place in my heart and would be remembered,every now and then.Loneliness is a big teacher,the moment you start feeling lonely,or less entertained,all those people who spent that amazing time with you,just come fresh in your memories and you admire the time you had.Strange isnt it?So,i was just wondering if being in touch is good,or letting go?Being in touch adds upto expectations,which require all those people to be on the same page as you,which is highly uncertain,and which amounts to a short lived,sentimental stint of following up and then letting go,sweet bitter style.I just let go at times,i dont hold onto much of my contacts.Not that i don't remember them,but i just feel that bringing along a sense of belonging,beyond those documents,mails and forwarded mails included,get togethers,and unlimited gossip,requires a commitment and a long term connection,one which is reasonable and limited to a few people,who just end up making a permanent space in your life,and are irreplacable,and the rest,cutting up for make shift zones in those areas of your hearts and minds,which follow simple rules of pileup,empty soon,get,set and go again.While those who stay there always may not be so much in touch,but they always end up bringing a smile on your face or a light in your eyes,or probably a slight rememberance with an admiring thought attached to them.Such is life, we hardly know how we choose to hang up,but we do make choices,stick to them,work them up and build beautiful relationships,with people whom we wish to  talk to forever,without even thinking of hanging up...

P.S.: Everyone is still remembered though!