Reverberations!!

So,back on my space,after a whopping seven months and lots of changes.A transformation in my thoughts,goals,looks and what not.But i feel completely in place and completely adapted to.I wonder how strange is life,everytime something big happens to us,we fear,of failure,of survival and of whether we will be capable of outdoing expectations.But we learn,adapt and fit in every role we put heart into, falling and rising all the time.A step ahead in life, marriage and life after,seems so different and wonderful.Millions of memories,thoughts and smiles as i recollect upon the ceremonies,celebrations and days after, and i feel the wedding day is something so special,so divine and so different that it will be a treasured memory,even years later.Lot to be put to words,but there is something about some thoughts that you just wish to keep to themselves,coz they are so special and so yours.My heart sinking on exchange of the rings on the engagement day, able to see no one else except "him" and the butterflies in my stomach,moments after the var mala amidst the sounds of ringing bells and shankh and the  lit up faces around,it still remember it all.The holy pheras,the kanyadaan,vermilion and the announcement of marriage pooja succesful,and the rush of flowers from all directions, and a hand to hold on,from then.And a different,new life altogether.A trip to dream destination,knowing each other and lots and lots of pictures.Its like the movie of your dreams playing out loud, till its time to get back on earth :-).And i feel fit in.Completely,as if its been ages.Transformations,they take a lot of time and when they happen,they do so silently without making a hush.Leaving you wondering,just wondering.And as i look back and see people getting settled,friends,knowns,i feel so good and so happy to seeing them move a step higher,like me.As they say,"joining the club" :-) Sometimes,i feel its nothing but the mind.Marriage is "big thing" because you feel it is.Its like some dreams fulfilled,some on the way and some to still follow. But life moves on,so fast.And i will keep on reverberating on my space,i know :-)