When he entered this world,he had a big smile,

innocent about the fact that very soon would follow a fate so vile,

In mother's lap,he was smug and sleeping tight,

getting ready for the yet to come,indelible fight.

Love and care did quench his thirst,

and these bubbles still had time to burst.

In eyes of his ladylove, he found his world,

but,sooner,awoke he was,doomed with an unfulfilled daydream and a life fully twirled.

Because,in her eyes,she was holding her own dreams,

blind and deaf,she was the only witness to his tears and screams.

She ended it all,to start a new life with someone,

leaving him half dead as his shroud was still undone.

So, he killed the human inside,

lonely and distraught,there he was,with nobody to love or confide.

And the devil in him decided his fate,

he again fell in love,this time,with pain and hate.

She was happy and in full bloom,

he was too,satisfied ,with pain and gloom.

He tried too hard but failed to fight down his urge,

because the ship of his life was too eager to submerge.

Feeling numb,he still managed that jump,

freed,seemed his heart,that had since long turned into a lump.

Prepared to depart,he still had a big smile,

happy that he would be starting a new phase in a while.

Those last moments of his tortured life ,he was holding a dream and his eyes shone....

that once reborn,his new life will actually be his own........

I am in the class,gazing at the green,

Blessed by the sun,the landscape is glossy with sparkle and sheen.

The eerie silence is broken with the sudden gush of air,

providing cooling enough to escape sun's glare.

The teacher is busy scribbling those little somethings,

while I am flying high with my wings.

There I go,on the limitless sky of my thoughts,

painting beautiful daydreams with colourful dots.

With those colourful moments I won't be able to forget,

and some pale colours of past actions I still regret.

The palette of my life has a random mix,

with some broken promises and things to fix.

As I try to unjumble remnants of the past,

escaping regret and pain, I wanna fly fast.

A loud shriek, and i guess its the time for roll call,

Folding my wings for the next class, I, somehow,manage a safe fall.

Nayi Manzilein....

So,finally today i penned down some thing in hindi....i dont know how it has turned out to be.. But,i have tried my best to put my imaginations to a new path....and yeah,spare me those spelling mistakes please...:)


Toote dil ko dard jaisa musafir nahi milta,
Wo kichhad hi hai jisme har kamal hai khilta…
Milengi hume manzil is jahaan ke paar,
Hogi haunslon ki jeet aur bewafai ki haar.
Hazaaron wo sapne,beech me the jo choote,
Wo umeedon ke jahaaz ,samundra paar lagne se pehle hi the jo toote.
Wo neela gagan,wo timtimaate sitaare,
Wo unjaan lamhe,jab mile chaahton ko naye se kinaare.
Wo humsafar humara,jeene ka sahara,
Roshan wo samaa,rangeen har nazara.
Chaahtein ab alag thi,thikaana alag tha,
Wo rishta zameen tha ,wo rishta falak tha.
Ek sailaaab jo aaya,dooba wo sapna,
Ho gaya pal me paraaya,jise maana tha apna.
Aur ab hai dard aur ranjish ka saaya,
Jisne har pal akelepan ke ehsaas se hai bachaaya.
Ab hai ek mukaam jise paana hai humko,
Hum nahi hai toote,duniyo ko ab bhi dikhana hai humko.
Ab dard ka alam hi hai saathi hamaara,
Jiski ungli thaame,milega ab kinaara…………

sounds poetic...i suppose..:)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

Friends r ones who heal ur aches,
freeing u from nostalgia wen u face heart breaks.
Frnds r the ones always there for u,
for many may claim but the real ones are few.
A frnd is one who will love and care,
with whom u feel free with anything to share.
A smile on their face lets u forget ur woes,
coz u know they were there in the fight with ur foes.
Days may b gloomy or sumtimes bright,
but ur frnds let u face life with confidence and might.
They shall feel honoured while u accomplish a feat,
coz they supported u while u were rising on ur feet.
They inspire u to work to achieve ur aim,
under their assurance,undeterred u climb,on the ladder of fame.
And then the most awaited fame becomes urs,
some credit of which goes to ur frnds ofcourse.
Coz they were there 4 u wen nothing was well,
and u cud reach the pinnacle,lifted by them everytime u fell.
Forget them not after u reach new heights,
coz to see u smile,they faced abuses and fights.
So stay with ur frnds till ur heart beats,
together u shud be,facing times of sorrow or enjoying ur feats.
Thats why we say some relations on earth never die,and persons may depart but their memories still lie.

Some things are just meant to happen, however hard u may try,
How hard u smile can’t really be happy if only u r destined to cry.

When u curse urself for what happened to u,
When u want to change urself and start fresh and new.

When u really bother how u will be escaping the pain,
When what u thought was a boon suddenly turns out to be a bane.

When u don’t intend to, but end up hurting someone,
When facing the reality is the only alternative, but u still can’t control the urge to run.

When u can’t help saying what u don’t want to say,
When u feel it’s impossible to keep some thoughts at bay.

What u had thought would be bad ,seems out to be worse,
Once so outspoken, u now become sharp and terse.

When u don’t think u can really cope,
When u try everything and end up losing courage and hope.

You should really think its all a part of the big game,
And not force upon decisions when u urself sound confused and lame.

For the journey of life is not as smooth as one thinks,
Fearing odd situations u can’t just end up breaking those links.

And some people who care should really matter to u,
U shud really feel lucky even if they r not many but few.

U should face the situation being calm and bold,
And leave it to destiny to let some things unfold……..

The rhythm divine...

A rhythmic tale that started one day,
Elated, I was, to have finally found a way.
To keep aside those worldly worries and fears,
Those things I did in my bid to compete with my peers.
The notes I played were effortless on my part,
And music they gave could really speak my heart.
My fingers could just play magic on the guitar,
Introducing me to a world so near yet so far.
I could blend those beats and my subsided thoughts,
That had left my pure conscience with some tainted blots.
My heart really melted with every blissful beat,
Filling me with joy of a remarkable feat.
Flushed, seemed those thoughts that used to really hit me hard,
Reopened were those doors, entries to which were always barred.
The beautiful sounds were so eternal and pure,
Vanished all the pain, as I gave myself for this priceless cure.
Whenever I m full of stillness and suffocation,
I turn to the guitar for a soulful incarnation.
To face the cruel world, I feel reborn,
Because it’s a plain truth that the show must go on………..

The Chase....

I confess to you that I don’t really know my aim,
I don’t know if it’s just another thing or a matter of shame.
I don’t really know where I will head?
With a big deal of miles to tread.
Delving into my life, I don’t really know what I want to get,
For I feel that u can’t get some things how hard you fret.
I truly realize that I m a weak player in the game,
And m sure I’ll chase my aim from among the thoughts I tame.
To satiate myself, I sometimes feel that it’s just a phase,
That, one fine day, I will surely move out of the maze.
I have got nothing in my life, I feel worth dying for,
Fighting everyday, I really wonder if there is an end to this war.
Still, this chase has always been with me,
Protecting me from scorching heat of loneliness like a shady tree.
Lest, I would have felt so alone and distraught,
With no retrospection on the battle of questions I have always fought.
I brazen it out that my biggest wish is still away from me,
Happy that I am, but I m still on my way to satisfaction and glee.
I I am waiting for magical moment that will happen someday,
When those hours of thinking hard and my wayward thoughts will finally pay.
And the new beginning that would follow,
The full stop to my feeling useless and hollow.
With revelation of my ultimate desire,
Tracing the unknown, fulfilled will be, my need so dire.
But I fear I would lose shade of the chase,
When the hunger to fulfill my biggest wish will be in full blaze.