I confess to you that I don’t really know my aim,
I don’t know if it’s just another thing or a matter of shame.
I don’t really know where I will head?
With a big deal of miles to tread.
Delving into my life, I don’t really know what I want to get,
For I feel that u can’t get some things how hard you fret.
I truly realize that I m a weak player in the game,
And m sure I’ll chase my aim from among the thoughts I tame.
To satiate myself, I sometimes feel that it’s just a phase,
That, one fine day, I will surely move out of the maze.
I have got nothing in my life, I feel worth dying for,
Fighting everyday, I really wonder if there is an end to this war.
Still, this chase has always been with me,
Protecting me from scorching heat of loneliness like a shady tree.
Lest, I would have felt so alone and distraught,
With no retrospection on the battle of questions I have always fought.
I brazen it out that my biggest wish is still away from me,
Happy that I am, but I m still on my way to satisfaction and glee.
I I am waiting for magical moment that will happen someday,
When those hours of thinking hard and my wayward thoughts will finally pay.
And the new beginning that would follow,
The full stop to my feeling useless and hollow.
With revelation of my ultimate desire,
Tracing the unknown, fulfilled will be, my need so dire.
But I fear I would lose shade of the chase,
When the hunger to fulfill my biggest wish will be in full blaze.
I don’t know if it’s just another thing or a matter of shame.
I don’t really know where I will head?
With a big deal of miles to tread.
Delving into my life, I don’t really know what I want to get,
For I feel that u can’t get some things how hard you fret.
I truly realize that I m a weak player in the game,
And m sure I’ll chase my aim from among the thoughts I tame.
To satiate myself, I sometimes feel that it’s just a phase,
That, one fine day, I will surely move out of the maze.
I have got nothing in my life, I feel worth dying for,
Fighting everyday, I really wonder if there is an end to this war.
Still, this chase has always been with me,
Protecting me from scorching heat of loneliness like a shady tree.
Lest, I would have felt so alone and distraught,
With no retrospection on the battle of questions I have always fought.
I brazen it out that my biggest wish is still away from me,
Happy that I am, but I m still on my way to satisfaction and glee.
I I am waiting for magical moment that will happen someday,
When those hours of thinking hard and my wayward thoughts will finally pay.
And the new beginning that would follow,
The full stop to my feeling useless and hollow.
With revelation of my ultimate desire,
Tracing the unknown, fulfilled will be, my need so dire.
But I fear I would lose shade of the chase,
When the hunger to fulfill my biggest wish will be in full blaze.
3 comments:
khud aisi aisi khatarnaak ( just kiddin) poems likh daali hain aur mujhe poet kehti hai
good going
should i tell u d lines i liked in d poem..its..
line no. 1, 2 , 3, 4..........till ummmm..lemme count the no of lines in the poem... :)
ohk..khatarnak..:)..pata nahi kisi varun ka hi blog pada tha maine likhne se pehle shayad....:)
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