Strange,Out of the way and unexpected.The series of events which marked the day left me sombre, again somewhere in that shell where i hate to be in. A discussion today left me intrigued,made me rethink some of the questions i have been evading since long and made me look for answers which just take my peace whenever i think about them.Later, followed an emotional drain,which made me feel cared for,by people whom i call my friends in some ways,their own.Made me a bit emotional and at the same time happy for being with people who care for me.But this strange feeling still persists.Just sometime ago,something strange happened,while i was still sinking in with the events of the day.Ended up hurting someone,which i hate to do but had to.Isnt life so strange? You chase dreams,goals,people and comforts which keep running away while the ones which run closer are the ones whom you have to ignore,avoid and stay focussed away from.Why? Because they dont fit in your frame ?Or they are so accessible that they arent important?or they are not the world you feel you would love to be in? Guess thats where the luck part comes into play.Or the destiny.Or maybe what you call acceptance,an acceptance of terms life wants you to be familiar with,to experience happiness,pain,joy,laughter and grief all in measures that up above has set for you already!Nothing is impossible,agreed. but everything isnt possible too. There have to be some loopholes in everything to become possible,isnt it?At the end of the day,who cares till you dont give up.Even if you do,its not long that you move out of the gloom and realise that life is beautiful only if you appreciate it the way it is,rather than waiting for it to change.Because change comes fast and unnoticed,always in unexpected ways to make you happier than you thought you'd be.
So, take a deep sigh,believe change would never come and move ahead as if life is exactly what you wanted it to be.Fool yourself to believe you are happy if you really wanna steal the day.And though however testing may the times be,soon happiness follows and just washes away all the silly thoughts that occupy you and make you curse yourself when you should just be proud of yourself for being so strong and taking the life in stride. And i am back again.
Monday, January 31, 2011
Wohoo.. My comeback...:-)
Till when will i keep playing my part,
can't you see, every time you smile you take my heart.
I am here,but am i really in my own,
You cast a magic,i feel so blown.
Hope you were what i wanted you to be,
Stupid me,i never realize that happiness never comes free.
Fade away,vanish or take me along,
Before you show me the world where i don't belong.
What with my heart,it is a sponge ball,
Not its call, to be in Joy or in Appall.
So,let me rise above all that will turn out to be fall,
let me escape into my own world, before you take a call.
They say ,for dreams to die,it takes a moment so small.
But i will make it big,some fine day,
Dont wanna hear the words,just let the music play.
can't you see, every time you smile you take my heart.
I am here,but am i really in my own,
You cast a magic,i feel so blown.
Hope you were what i wanted you to be,
Stupid me,i never realize that happiness never comes free.
Fade away,vanish or take me along,
Before you show me the world where i don't belong.
What with my heart,it is a sponge ball,
Not its call, to be in Joy or in Appall.
So,let me rise above all that will turn out to be fall,
let me escape into my own world, before you take a call.
They say ,for dreams to die,it takes a moment so small.
But i will make it big,some fine day,
Dont wanna hear the words,just let the music play.
"Who Needs The World"
Yeah, oh
I stare at your face
Into your eyes
Outside, there's so much passing us by
All of the sounds
All of the sights
Over the earth
And Under the sky
Too much cold
And too much rain
Too much heartache to explain
Who needs the world when I've got you
Switch off the sun, the stars and the moon
I've all I need inside of this room
Who needs the world when I've got you
Oh, no no
I walk on the street
Talk in the dark
I see people, strangers, just falling apart
I open my arms
Try to be true
Seems like my only truth is you
Am I wrong or am I right?
All I want is you tonight
Who needs the stars so bright?
And the grass so green?
And the morning light?
Who needs the wind to blow
And the tide to rise
Who needs it?
I don't know, I don't know
Yeah
Just got to listen to this one today...
Nice song, a bit over the board but beautiful,takes you to a different world of emotions,the one in which you see nothing but a face, a smile and some words..
A must listen,once atleast!
I stare at your face
Into your eyes
Outside, there's so much passing us by
All of the sounds
All of the sights
Over the earth
And Under the sky
Too much cold
And too much rain
Too much heartache to explain
Who needs the world when I've got you
Switch off the sun, the stars and the moon
I've all I need inside of this room
Who needs the world when I've got you
Oh, no no
I walk on the street
Talk in the dark
I see people, strangers, just falling apart
I open my arms
Try to be true
Seems like my only truth is you
Am I wrong or am I right?
All I want is you tonight
Who needs the stars so bright?
And the grass so green?
And the morning light?
Who needs the wind to blow
And the tide to rise
Who needs it?
I don't know, I don't know
Yeah
Just got to listen to this one today...
Nice song, a bit over the board but beautiful,takes you to a different world of emotions,the one in which you see nothing but a face, a smile and some words..
A must listen,once atleast!
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Free Bird...
There i see that bird,rising again,
collecting my dreams,fighting for my gain.
For my happiness or my gloom?
will those saplings die or would they be left to bloom?
Its head held high,innocence personified,
wonder would it be the same,once it died.
The beautiful bird,flawless makes a flight,twists and turns a part of the game,
Will sacrifice soon, some dreams subdued,with none to blame..
But the flight has already begun,
leaving attempts to curb it undone.
Let it be,let it fly to its last breath,
let it pave the way,to its freedom or death...
collecting my dreams,fighting for my gain.
For my happiness or my gloom?
will those saplings die or would they be left to bloom?
Its head held high,innocence personified,
wonder would it be the same,once it died.
The beautiful bird,flawless makes a flight,twists and turns a part of the game,
Will sacrifice soon, some dreams subdued,with none to blame..
But the flight has already begun,
leaving attempts to curb it undone.
Let it be,let it fly to its last breath,
let it pave the way,to its freedom or death...
Something!
Its time i should get back on the reflections bubbling within me to put up something worth capturing in words.Emotion,creates nuisance everytime it comes uncalled for,however strong your controls are, and ends up washing the so very fabricated shore of the planned actions in a go.And,the waves of hope and excitement do carry along with them fears and some assurances that keep you going when you least expect the waters to be stormy.
Such is life,nothing is constant.A smile,a frown,fears,happiness,dreams,nightmares,neither of them.But,what is persistent is you and me.You,me and those who invoke,subdue or regenerate emotion,in myriad forms and complicate life every now and then.After all,who would have cared to be happy/sad if the smiles would have been free..:-)
Such is life,nothing is constant.A smile,a frown,fears,happiness,dreams,nightmares,neither of them.But,what is persistent is you and me.You,me and those who invoke,subdue or regenerate emotion,in myriad forms and complicate life every now and then.After all,who would have cared to be happy/sad if the smiles would have been free..:-)
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