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Strange,Out of the way and unexpected.The series of events which marked the day left me sombre, again somewhere in that shell where i hate to be in. A discussion today left me intrigued,made me rethink some of the questions i have been evading since long and made me look for answers which just take my peace whenever i think about them.Later, followed an emotional drain,which made me feel cared for,by people whom i call my friends in some ways,their own.Made me a bit emotional and at the same time happy for being with people who care for me.But this strange feeling still persists.Just sometime ago,something strange happened,while i was still sinking in with the events of the day.Ended up hurting someone,which i hate to do but had to.Isnt life so strange? You chase dreams,goals,people and comforts which keep running away while the ones which run closer are the ones whom you have to ignore,avoid and stay focussed away from.Why? Because they dont fit in your frame ?Or they are so accessible that they arent important?or they are not the world you feel you would love to be in? Guess thats where the luck part comes into play.Or the destiny.Or maybe what you call acceptance,an acceptance of terms life wants you to be familiar with,to experience happiness,pain,joy,laughter and grief all in measures that up above has set for you already!Nothing is impossible,agreed. but everything isnt possible too. There have to be some loopholes in everything to become possible,isnt it?At the end of the day,who cares till you dont give up.Even if you do,its not long that you move out of the gloom and realise that life is beautiful only if you appreciate it the way it is,rather than waiting for it to change.Because change comes fast and unnoticed,always in unexpected ways to make you happier than you thought you'd be.
So, take a deep sigh,believe change would never come and move ahead as if life is exactly what you wanted it to be.Fool yourself to believe you are happy if you really wanna steal the day.And though however testing may the times be,soon happiness follows and just washes away all the silly thoughts that occupy you and make you curse yourself when you should just be proud of yourself for being so strong and taking the life in stride. And i am back again.