Going on!!

What does it take to settle whats going on inside you??Assurances,lot of them.Thinking,it never stops.A shoulder to cry,rare.Sympathies,who cares about them.Someone who understands,probably.Or reconciliations,they are in most of the times the only choices you have and you need to make,however hard you try to run away.And one fine day,you give up on what you have been fighting for, making compromises.Compromises that change the course what you had planned for yourself,just when you had thought that after struggles,you are being directed to what you have always dreamt of,and you are left feeling,lost,confused and devastated.Still,you carry yourself together again and take up the challenge.But i always wonder,defeats bring strength but what else do they bring? Do they deter you from dreaming big? No,but they certainly put filters to your dreams.You dream realistic dreams,practical ones,where you know you have to be accepting obstacles,however tired you feel,you have to keep going on.Going on,with vision but no expectation,till you find happiness in whatever that comes your way.'Happiness doesn't mean everything is perfect,it means you have decided to look beyond imperfections'.I have always loved this quote and i have been trying since ages to implement it.I fail at times,sometimes,i live upto it.I experience extremes of emotions at times like a small child,who wants the world and whimpers when he doesn't have it though he knows that its impossible,and smiles the next moment,as if nothing happened.Beacuse Life goes on.Without anybody realising when you shed tears or when you smiled your best,when you were in sorrow or when you celebrated your biggest achivement.When you were experiencing a turmoil or when you discovered 'tranquility'.When you felt bad at that smallest remark or when someone's compliment made your day.Nobody cares.Life still goes on.And you have to keep moving,no matter what...