The year and a half!! :-)

Nothing specific that i should write,yet i am getting lots of things on my mind, which are leaving me in a dilemma.The feeling of leaving behind,zillions of memories has already taken its place.Come nostalgia and moments that can be counted on fingers.Lots of places.People,wonderful and so good.Memories,galore, almost good,some bitter but the good ones overshadowing the former.Work,satisfying.Some experiences,"who cares",others "to be remembered ".:-) Smiles,tugged loads of them in my memories :-) Gym workouts,fun and happening at times. :-) Cycling-one of the best times, instilling that "free bird" feeling in me at times,on early mornings,dark,semi dark,bright and windy.Walks- the "my time".Meeting people- learnings(though the learnings are transient :-)) and yes,a belief,that gets stronger everytime.Friends- cant count, too many to leave behind. :-( Conversations at workplace-Cherished always.Treks- Best part,made me love adventure sports and made me discover the passion in me which i never knew,exists- that risk taking and the nature lover in me.Every trek has been so enriching and the gang, they just rock! :)Guitar- A different experience in itself!!Hurdles-who cares, they always remain.:-) Events- The years have been too eventful must say.Dance- Loved every part of it! :-) Moments with room mates-Unforgettable and cherished always,had the best times here!Lessons- Professional and personal,many but not implemented yet. :-) Confidence-Boost!Weekend masti-Gonna miss it big time! Trips and friends- To be missed big time!Shopping - :-) Non stop talking-Still Best at it!!

In all, i cherish the time i spent here and every minute memory is intact.Happy about it! So,its time i say adieu to the place and make way for new place, and mark an end to a long long journey and turn paths now.. :-) Hoping for the best!

Whiff of air!!

Sitting at a corner of a room,i am listening to songs randomly,picking them up from a collection of english songs.Thinking something,aah,many things at the same time.Assuring myself of some decisions am taking, trying to forget some experiences clouding the mind,and dreaming of a beautiful whiff of air blowing me away.Beautiful air, a pathway with green,red and yellow leaves,some wet,some dried, spread carelessly down the big trees. Dim street lights falling on the pathway ,brightening into a yellow dot as you look above and gaze continously at them.The sound of air and the dried leaves getting trampled by as you walk above the carpet of flowers and leaves spread to welcome you.Beautiful,isnt it? And nice music playing by.I am missing something,really. :-)

Lets Create memories!!!!

Just went to water filling station near my workplace.Chatted with the person who takes care of the water cooler and asked about the unavailibility of cold water,as always.At times,i feel the need to communicate to somebody unknown,somebody outside my world,just to make me feel connected to everything around me,to make me feel going on,to make me feeel living rather than surviving.Just noticed the poster of a smiling handsome guy with his family,on the CCD coffee machine,for the 10th time i guess. Whats so good about the poster that catches attention?Happiness and contentment in his smile.Happiness, is it just what shows on your face,or is it what reflects in your personality?At times,i feel so much like a clay model. Sea of emotions running by,make me smile at an instant and frown at the other.Make me blabber and utter so many things at the same time.Making me nervous and fumbling for words at the times when communicating clearly is so much important.Overexcited at simplest of things at times,even when i know i am being so silly,and smiling at it later to be making fool of myself. :-)
Flawed? Everyone is,but i presume it to be a part of a happy "me".No grudges,nothing clouding your mind at the end of the day is such a light phenomenon.Break your head twice,thrice or millions of times over something pestering you,but when you sleep,you should sleep a dead man.After all,who knows 10 years later,which chair you hold, a CEO,an enterpreneur or an idle person.Uncertainties claim time .Yes,they do.But what you shall cherish, some years later,and you still feel pride about,are called "Memories". Bet it.Memories,you make them every moment of your life.Memories,which take forms of faces,events,calendar dates,that "not so often" smile,places and those tears which well up ,out of nowhere.Create happiness,and memories follow.Create sadness,anger or hate,and memories follow again.The Key is to have short term memory loss for the negative ones and make place for those that deserve to be a part of your world.Say yes to life and people who make you smile and create memories,which you know shall stay with you forever.Forgive more and regret less.Smile and make others smile twice.Compliment people as much as you can and one odd day,when you are low,you will realise how a sweet compliment restored your confidence and will power.Believe in yourself,and believe in others too.Make mistakes and try not thinking about their ill effects for a while.Stand up and run when you are expected to walk.Look up at the sky when you get to experience a scenic view.Feel lucky and blessed to be getting lots of air,sunlight and warmth.And you will realise that you have been surrounded by Memories...!!!!

An Instant!!!!

An instant it takes to turn the page,

an instant to turn a smile into a rage.

An instant to turn a frown into the sweetest blush ever,

an instant to know you need to be there,forever.

A blink of an eye to see through those eyes,

an instant it takes and no sooner than that,a tear dries.

An instant to dream the biggest dream,

few moments to make memories which made your eyes gleam.

An instant and you know you're gone,lost and mad,

and moments later,to know that it turned out to be rather bad.

But an instant later, faith restores,

coz theres so much in life's stores.

Enough to make you cry,smile and wonder when is it enough,

enough to make you try it all,green patches and terrains rocky and rough.

Mother!!!

“You are my shadow,the one at my side all times,
Singing for me since ages,the sweet lullabies and the nursery rhymes.
You make me feel am a star but what you dont know is that you're my blue sky,
On top of world or sinking in sorrow,i love to find you always standing by.
Love you mother,i just wish i could be somewhat like you,
an epitome of forgiveness,Love,care and feelings so true.
Love you mom,Happy mothers day!
May god bless me with you in all my births, i can just pray.”

The well being!!

Fitness- Is it about those wonder curves,those six pack abs or a perfect physique? Or is it about a consciousness that you need to be doing something good to your body, on and off. I never knew that i would love adventure sports and trekking so much before i tried all.I never knew i could cycle all the way 20 kms non stop on a close to rickety cycle and enjoy coffee and "jalebi" at a restaurant after the milestone. :-) I never knew i could enjoy abosutely,an hour of exhausting aerobics with almost similar music every alternate day and turn out being friends with some amazing ladies,feel confident to be working up on stepper combos and be smiling at the dance steps and expressions of the wonderful trainer in the special "Dance sessions" every saturday.Not being regular is another story ofcourse. :-) And yep, those rare evenings when i visit the gym,courtesy my waking up late and missing the morning time, where the young crowd and tempo is at max and you feel great to be in such a place!!;-) I never knew i could enjoy the ride back from gym in the same rickety cycle, and love my favourite lane,surrounded by beautiful trees,so much that i just look up and nowhere else while driving across the same.And ofcourse the adventure activities back there in my workplace,each one of which resulted in beautiful memories and a certain peace and tranquility that i could never have experienced so easily.And the cliffs and the rocks, and doing weird things like walking on a narrow lane,valley on one side,and getting a scolding from my friends,frequent trekkers,for risking my life,in an instant.Those innumerable photography sessions on seeing every scenic view,a beautiful tree,a big rock,signs and stretches,and being the photographer in reurn for every photo of mine getting clicked alone..!!Wonderful times,must say! And yes, the experience of walkin and climbing in Moon light(suggested by our group leader),with all torches off,on a night trek,listening to animals and birds' voice echoing in the valley was an experience i would remember everytime i will think of a trek.And the shrieks of groups mimicking lion's roar,reciprocated by similar shouts from some other corners.And the food together with limited resources at a small pretty old house,with innocent people,and the bonfire and lots of ghost stories being narrated there.Unable to sleep in the temple,afraid of ghosts,feeling cold and bitten by mosquitoes and what not, i wonder i could have such moments again,as discomfort added much more to the adventure trips.I recall everything,every detail as i write down a precise of the adventure experiences i became a part of here.And the valley crossing, an amazing experience, when you turn your head down,in middle of valley,stuck by a rope, looking at expanse, and a fear mixed with awe which makes you feel just so great.And the local buses,superpacked and the struggle to get seated in them, returning home tired,torn and exhausted and the picassa link exhanges and a series of mails the next day.Oh,i have started missing the fun already.

And talking of it,the badminton sessions in my society, roomies,cousin and his friends,have been so good and enjoyable.
So, arent they a part of the fitness plan? Yes,they do result in fitness and well being,bringing a sense of peace and health with unmatched memories.

and am here again!!!

Theres something which keeps reminding me that am needed here,on the blog to pen down atleast something,even if nobody reads.:-) Yep,its too tough to find readers these days,so the pause! I dont even know what to write but theres something i wish to convey,to speak up.Bored.Slowed down.Looking back,on and off. Faded views. Distorted images.Want to live up some of them.A long way.Really a long one.Whats ahead? Some news,but not big enough to keep me engrossed.Guess when we find happiness so much in even smallest of things,the bigger things too don' t matter.If something i am wishing materializes,good,if it doesn't,for better.Sick of few things.Few things that are helpless.Whats taking me right now is the feeling of home !:) But lies ahead many challenges too.And of course a long lovely breakkk..:) But lots of goodbyes. So many faces that will never become a part of my days,everyday.So many cherishes conversations,that will fade away like the smoke.Friends, amazing moments with them,trips,movies,wonderful times that will turn into a smile whenever thought of. And many more memories,some worth remembering,some just like that.Some confusing situations and some fights in office.:-) But yes,i will miss Pune a lot. The times and situations here gave me an attitude which made me realise that life isnt easy,and i have learned to be happy with whatever i have,and whatever,i get be it good,bad or better.Guess life takes you places and makes you meet people,everything with a purpose.