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wish there were symbols than words,undecipherable,unreadable and unjustifiable. Missing confidence that things are fine and i will win over odds. I can win over my hurdles but not somethings which arent in my zone.Just wish to look up and ask him,"till when?" Till when will i keep troubling the most important people? Am no fairy,neither godly but cant i be granted one wish,happiness,not for me but for her,and for him.Am i moving too ahead of them or have i left them behind?No answer.Arent sincere wishes granted? Dont know.Do i care?No more.But i do,just for the reason that some important people in my life do.Am i being abstract?Wish i would have been more abstract than ever.Love exists?Hardly,not in the forms we want but in forms which are logical,practical and unquestionable.Does time turn its tide?Hope so.What happens when nothing goes in place and no dream you have had comes true since you blinked that eye long time back?Nothing,you move on with a lost heart,lost goals and some lost smiles.But,you do move on.For what? New dreams,goals and smiles.This time around,the degree and probability lesser than before.Is love blind?Not at all.Does it hurt? No,depends.Does it take time to forget and forgive?A smile on your face makes it better.Can you fake smiles? Try and tell.When do you stop crying? When tears feel tired or when you feel smiling is better? Latter.

So,go smile,have fun,make the most of it,stop worrying about destinations,love the path,love people who bless your life,try for everything that seems exciting till you can say"I did my best",Cry when you see something emotional,feel the pain and live your happiness,overcome your self,dance your best and your worst at times,coz life is once and that once is your life!!
Years later,when you are there,looking above and making a wish,it should go like "Thanks for such a life,i want the same life again!!"