Miss someone!Do you???

At times when it occurs to you that you've been moving all alone,all along the way, fighting,winning,losing,smiling and crying,all alone,do you wonder if its the choice you made for yourself?Or are you overthinking?Or maybe tired of walking alone?When you cross a road,alone,and see a child holding his mother's hand, shouting,smiling and his mother pretending to be angry on him,dont you miss your mom?Dont you miss seeing her and hugging her whenever you want to,to sob on her shoulders after a bad day,to just keep quiet and let her understand that there is a sadness in your eyes,only with the way you talk.Or maybe you miss her when once in a blue moon,you talk to her endlessly about your problems,forgetting not to end up making her worried by your stupid worries,not asking for solutions,just feeling the need to blurt out all,though you know she understands every time you end up with a fake goodbye.
Dont you miss your best friends who understand by the way you reply to their mails,that you have been taking too much on you.Dont you just end up missing them most when they listen so patiently at your stupid stories,your dreams that too know wont be true anytime, and still manage to boost you up,and at the same time,help you overcome failures so well.Dont you miss your grandpa when he calls you up just to know how you have been all the time and when are you going home,just making you realise that you are ruled by work,not you.Or your brothers when they bother to ask you every other day about how are things moving,just when you know that you have to fake it as if you are so happy,that you feel like a clown.Or dont you miss times which made you happy,and let you forget all the worries which are nothing but just some over-thoughts.Dont you miss a colleague,much like your brother,who before going abroad, bothers to ask you "not to get worried and be happy always" :-) .Or the people who say that you make them smile and make their life beautiful.:-)Or the childhood memories,when you and your happy family completed your world.But you dont miss the tears,which end up welling at wrong times,always,do you?And your face,that tells it all however hard you try to fake that you have been so so happy!Or the times when you feel like a kid,feeling guilty for showing your sad part,to people who wont ever care to even think about you twice.

We miss people,times,places but we learn to survive,and accept all that life has to offer,with some dreams hidden deep within,knowing they wont come true,coz who gets everything anyways.God cant be fulfilling every wish,could he be!:)And when you forget the things you want,you no more care they reach you or not,coz this was what life was supposed to be,making you happy when you least expect it to be..!!