BELIEVE IN URSELF......

Sometimes, i wonder what really is the force behind some bold steps and some unreasonable situations that we become a part of knowingly or unknowingly??what really is the concept behind doing something u feel is not gud for u but u still want to do it??Maybe somehere down the line, the excitement or curiosity or in some cases, the feel of winning through the worst or braving it all gets u to do some things which u shud not have done,speaking practically.Like every second person among smokers says that he smoked first time to get the feel of controlling his life,rather to cut it down,on logical terms. But,who cares?? nobody for nothing really matters till u r happy with the way u r living,be it being happy or be it dooming every single day of ur life ,only if u please to do so.So, the point to be noted is that it is not always that u think reasonably and take an action, say u can't always measure the pros and cons of a situation and then act.Somewhere ,some time,things take shapes on their own, leaving u awestruck and dumb and there u are left trying to figure out why u did that particular thing or not and other such weird things that start taking a toll on you. And that is when u feel that u have been losing ur self esteem and self control and you start thinking as hard as u can,preparing to resist the change u feel in urself,getting rid of the creepy feelings of remorse and regret that grip u tight ,figuring out ways to be the real urself- focussed, practical and sensible.But ,i think that somwhere,somethings and some situations have been decided upon already,its just that u become a puppet acting as is expected out of u by those situations and u end up doing that only,to find urself under stress later on.But,do u realise that these situations only let u understand ur limits, be it ur emotional balance, ur patience, ur stress handling ability, ur tenacity, ur loyalty and many other things to count upon!!!
So, on a positive note, some things happen the way they want to and they may end up leaving u irritated and stressed out ,but this perception is what u need to change to rise above all odds....
Just do watever u feel like ,do think twice but dont ever think thrice,coz somwhere down the pipeline, u will be gaining from ur mistakes and u shud let them happen once in a while !!