Returned sometimeback from IIT campus, had an exam there, and i was hardly prepared.I have this habit of making noise when i am not prepared and i find peace in irritating people on how carfree i am to be enjoying before exam.Kiddish, but rare are the times when you get to do that cribbing and people taking it silently.lol...So,with that daring attitude(Lol, in some spheres) of striking things, unprepared with the "lets try atleast, rest let it go in peace", i went , feeling sleepy and dazed.Though the view of the main building mentioned at my admit card seemed plaintive as it had been before, once when i had been to iit sometime back,but after seraching and asking people, for the class which had my roll list, i entered the building .The first thing i noticed was the lush beautiful garden, ornamented with flowers and glistening sunshine, a lot of faces,some pretty ,some handsome and ambitious and a light breeze. Moment of the day,beautiful enough to shut your mind for a while and to feel the nature and its beauty.How and when we get to see and observe such small things, always surrounding us but awing us at times when really needed, is a mystery. I felt like giving a damn to all the things and stood in corner for odd 2 minutes observing the din and the students, as i always do to kill time before exam starts.The most boring time is when i see students carrying their stationery and admit cards,chatting and blabbering at length over expected questions, some full of hope, peeping in their books and it makes me yawn, though i realise and admit that i am one of them but with the same things in my hand.(minus books, notes and blabber ofcourse.. :-)..i am mostly alone, so i enjoy the silence).I saw a girl sitting in the garden peeping over a big logarithm book or watever nightmare it was, and cramming something as i could get it from her hand movements..Lol..Silent observer at the rare times that i am, i waited for time to pass soon and headed to my room-MB-1. And the half hour before exam starts,when you surrender your cellphones, and sit blankly at your places, is always the same-dumb,slow and overstretching,with the inviligator's movements and actions being the centrestage and my mind clogging with thoughts like how much time they waste in making arrangements of test and following the rules and guidelines.But, today it was less boring as i could hear chirp of birds from the big windows and the greenery as i looked outside, and felt serene and calm.I felt good and the slow fan and the board with the title of exam written in coloured chalk, and the multiple inviligators there, all seemed to fit in the frame, a sweet and better life, away from the daily din.I felt good and all started making sense.There were still 5 minutes before the exam started and as i was waiting for the same , i went outside, had water and came back.And the exam started.And what followed will not be history ofcourse(Lol) but it was worth the unprepared attempt.
A good experience in all....
Sunday, December 13, 2009
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And the climax..I flunked.. :)
And the climax..I flunked.. :)
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